Forgiveness.

Today’s post poses the question: do you truly seek forgiveness? We all fall short in certain areas in our life and asking someone of forgiveness is inevitable as humans. No one is perfect, that’s for sure. What is forgiveness? When you ask someone to forgive you what are you really expecting them to do? What […]

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Dear Diary

Stoned Blows… Weed makes me think 3x as much about life. Anything that happens, when I smoke it just magnifies in my head. I’ll overthink more will high but then forget all about it. A never ending cycle of “the battle of the brain state: sober or high” I realize that the way I handle […]

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Support System

Today’s post is about support. The real reason I am making this post is because I wasn’t happy with the support system or lack of support system I was getting. I noticed people only show up or show out for those who they truly rock with, even if they say you are their friend. This […]

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Dear Diary

Do people change? I constantly ask myself this question because I want to believe they do but time has a way of showing me they don’t. You make a decision in your mind that someone does not deserve you anymore but yet a slight change in character has you rethinking, why is that? Are we […]

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Death to a feeling

For 15 years I set out on a mission to find a love that would be mine. I searched high and LOW for someone I could call my own. Zero luck. I’m writing this as someone who’s never had a boyfriend. To be honest, I’m not exactly sure why this is; I understand I was […]

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Bullshit Reality [no sugar coat]

I’m sorry guys, but I was faking it. Hear me out though! Telling a guy he’s not as good as he thinks he is can really bruise the ego. I may talk stern and seem like I don’t care but the fact of the matter is: I can’t bring myself to be honest with males […]

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CONFESSIONS

Tired is an understatement, you give your all to everything that is you and still somehow fall short. How is this even possible? Is good not good enough? I have to be this excellent person. I have to be the type of person who doesn’t care and continues to bend over backwards for others. I […]

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Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly […]

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VICTIM

used, abused, and misused I’m a victim of the blues, my life seems to be in ruins, and I’m left with no clues. Kiss goodbye the old me, welcome the new, it’s hard in these streets, in case you never knew. So tired of the games, fake love and the lames, you fight for what’s […]

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A Pimp named Rachel. [SHORT STORY]

Ima pimp by blood not re-la-tion.. Jay-z True… True… You right Jigga man! That’s exactly what she is; shoot her whole family. Each family member had their own form of pimp tendencies: Her dad was a disgraceful pimp, couldn’t keep the ladies at bay. Her mom is not a pimp, she’s just a lovely Christian […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, […]

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RUN IT BACK

Another day, another hurdle. It’s hump day folks. Run that shit, run it back. They got game and they always wanna play. So do you. The game is called life though for you. Forget how human beings maybe acting towards you and remember that there are a lot of two player games in this world, […]

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Dear Diary

I don’t know what I’ve done as a person to get such disrespect from people… like forreal.. what makes someone decide to treat people so damn wicked. I don’t know what I’ve really done to give people a bad impression but that shit has to get dead. I don’t how but it does. Y’all doing […]

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Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead […]

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RECHARGE!

Here we are again: another Sunday. It’s the last week of April and I hope things have changed for the better in your life all this month. As you can see around the world, it’s been hard to watch all the negative things happening. The pandemic continues to do a number on a lot of […]

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