The GOT DANG truth!

I am a BOSS! Now I ain’t talking about some regular degular shxt, I’m talking about big baller BOSS! I don’t know why I let my mind take over the fact that I am a leader; WE are leaders. This life we have is OURS, so why do we keep downplaying and bashing ourselves when […]

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Dear Diary

Change is in the air and it smells like bull crap. Now don’t get a girl wrong, change can be a beautiful thing: it shows growth and understanding, but is it bad for me to say it’s too late? Like you had a chance to truly change the outcome of your actions but didn’t care, […]

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Holy Saturday !

I just want to start this post by saying: I am thankful for each and every single life that has made it to see today. Blessings and sleep in peace to those who haven’t. It’s been a trying year so far but nonetheless, I am grateful for life. Even during the tough times you have […]

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IT’S OFFICIAL!

This has truly been a long time coming and I’m glad it’s finally here. I’ve been trying to push this out for a while now but got so caught up in life and its issues that I truly didn’t think this day would come. I just want to thank everyone who’s been supportive so far […]

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Careless: Hurdle Completed.

It’s crazy because it took me so long to get to a place where I’m just mainly focused on me and my family. I just lost all the cares for anything or anyone else to be truly honest. I’ve always been the one to allow the nonsense because my heart is so big but I […]

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DEAR DIARY

To be honest I’m thankful for the hard times because it wouldn’t make the good times that much enjoyable. That was my biggest problem: showing gratitude. Yes, life can be somewhat of a b**** but how quickly I forgot how far I’ve actually came. The hard times kind of prepare me to be more humble […]

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The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Dear Diary

It’s the ones you’ve known the longest that can create the deepest wounds. I guess I’m the bad guy even though I was the one who was wronged… is it wrong to confided in someone you think is there for you? Maybe it’s just wrong to assume that people actually rock with you. You’d be […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve been lying to everyone around me about how I’m truly feeling. There’s no clear way of saying “leave me thee fuck alone” without causing problems. Always talking about being mentally drained and now you physically drained. Only reason you actually get out of bed is because there is money to be made; forget socializing. […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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Podcast preview!

More surprises! I got a little preview for you guys of my “Stoned Blows” podcast. Just a little rant in life lessons while I was high, tipsy, home alone, and bored lol. Roll up or grab a drink and check out the preview on my stoned blows page. Of if you’re lazy like me, click […]

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Dear Diary

Forgive me. forgive me for wanting more Forgive me for forgetting Forgive me for trying to love someone Forgive me for leaving the church Forgive me for believing you were my friend Forgive me for being so blind Forgive me for the useless money spending Forgive me for yelling Forgive me for swearing Forgive for […]

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Dear Diary

When you don’t get what you want bee you turned into an arse! Why don’t you speak up more or stop letting people get what THEY want? Then because of that you slowly take your frustration out on everything… What good is that getting you? How is that going to make you rich and more […]

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First of the Month

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month! No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences […]

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Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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