Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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Dear Diary

Forgive me. forgive me for wanting more Forgive me for forgetting Forgive me for trying to love someone Forgive me for leaving the church Forgive me for believing you were my friend Forgive me for being so blind Forgive me for the useless money spending Forgive me for yelling Forgive me for swearing Forgive for […]

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Nankurunaisa

It all will work out. Powerful. Just when you seem to think all hope is lost, a blessing comes. Just when you’re about to give up, there’s a change in the air. Ready to throw in the towel but still have energy for one more fight. Powerful. To be hopeful in such a bleak world […]

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Dear Diary

When you don’t get what you want bee you turned into an arse! Why don’t you speak up more or stop letting people get what THEY want? Then because of that you slowly take your frustration out on everything… What good is that getting you? How is that going to make you rich and more […]

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First of the Month

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month! No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences […]

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Without Feelings..

I look around to see the mix of hopelessness and hopefulness in the world. I see people pushing through the day even while in the midst of turmoil. I see the many displays of character on social media. I see the changes in the air as we dive deeper into the winter season. I see […]

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Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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Last Sunday of the year!

Good morning folks! I hope you had a wonderful and safe weekend. I don’t celebrate these holidays but Happy Holidays to everyone around the world. I hope you guys got what you wanted as gift and enjoyed the company of loved ones. If you didn’t get to see family, I pray you see them soon […]

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Upcoming Updates!

Happy Monday folks, everyone stay safe and warm today: it’s a cold morning. I hope you guys are ready to take on all the new exciting things that are about to happen in your life. First, you gotta claim it! Claim your blessings and own your magic. I have some upcoming projects I will be […]

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Survived.

Good morning folks and welcome to a new work day. If you are not working, I pray your situation changes soon so we all can eat. If you are working, stay safe and try to have a productive work week. A new week brings many things in store of us. Try tackling something new this […]

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last nights drunken thoughts

I’d like to start this post off by saying that I have found a new artist who sings for me: Mariah the scientist. So I’m intoxicated and in my feelings. Don’t you just want to kill the memories you had of dumb partners? Wash away the dirt these people left on your body and burn […]

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DEAR DIARY

When shit hits the fan, you find out who truly has you. His story just makes you look at your own story like : “same shit, different pitch.” You truly see who has you when life seems to be beating your ass like HARPO! The same ones who couldn’t wait to touch road with you, […]

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Dear Diary

I just don’t care anymore. It’s crazy how I’m constantly viewed as the bad guy but no one ever stops to see just how nice I am. I’ve let you guys talk down to me and fuck me over countless times but yet still don’t treat anyone as bad as they treat me. Now I […]

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DILEMMA

So I’ve broken the seal and put myself out there but no luck. This is not how I expected that life would go after losing my virginity. I thought well now I can actually mingle with guys without them running away from the start because they found out I’m a virgin. EHHH WRONG! That’s clearly […]

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Dear Diary

October, 10, 2020 [12:15am] I can’t sleep because all I can think about is all the things I didn’t say. All the times I should have told people to go fuck themselves and the times I should have cut ties with certain people. I’m also lying awake thinking about my friend Melly aka Melissa. One […]

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