Dear Diary

I’ve been lying to everyone around me about how I’m truly feeling. There’s no clear way of saying “leave me thee fuck alone” without causing problems. Always talking about being mentally drained and now you physically drained. Only reason you actually get out of bed is because there is money to be made; forget socializing. […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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First of the Month

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month! No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences […]

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Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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Dear Diary

5:30AM The way I have to give myself a pep talk to get up and come into work. When you’re mentally drained, every day becomes a mission. Like be nice becca, don’t cuss no one off…. don’t yell… try to smile… try and be happy. You say all that to yourself but yet you wake […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, “fuck it.” I’ve […]

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Dear Diary

These people really aren’t making it easy for me. Just when you think you’ve gotten a hold of those feelings you had for someone, the world gives you a SWIFT box in the face with them when you least expect it. Someone telling you they were talking about you, you hearing a song that you […]

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