Realization

Some wake up calls come from the sudden realization that the way you are living is not how you should. It’s like you finally get some clarity on a situation you are in and now it’s all about taking the right steps to get out of it. As much as she wanted love, she actually […]

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Dear Diary

I have a gift and a curse: my gift is I can see where the situationship is going to go with men wayyy ahead of time but my curse is I also still give them the benefit of the doubt. How fun. Like yeah…. lemme see if you’re worth it even though I already know […]

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Forgiveness.

Today’s post poses the question: do you truly seek forgiveness? We all fall short in certain areas in our life and asking someone of forgiveness is inevitable as humans. No one is perfect, that’s for sure. What is forgiveness? When you ask someone to forgive you what are you really expecting them to do? What […]

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Dear Diary

Do people change? I constantly ask myself this question because I want to believe they do but time has a way of showing me they don’t. You make a decision in your mind that someone does not deserve you anymore but yet a slight change in character has you rethinking, why is that? Are we […]

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ULTERIOR MOTIVE [SHORT STORY]

Enjoy the show folks. Let’s go back again to the year 2019: a wild, frustrating, but somewhat lovely year it was for her. During a night of partying they came up with new names for whenever they were out on the town: Rachel and Samantha. A dynamic duo that was causing a storm in the […]

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Truth be told.

I know sometimes the way I talk is a problem; dealing with constant stupid shit, eventually you stop caring. You stop holding regard for other people’s feelings because you’re tired. Tired of the ill-treatment, the abuse, the disrespect, and the politics. Do you think I act the way I do for no reason? There’s always […]

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Dear Diary

I wanna be loved but not the way people are loving each other now. I want the real deal. The butterflies in the stomach deal: waking up to “good morning” texts deal. I want to feel wanted by my significant other and I want to build with this person also. Scrap all the bullshit we […]

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Bullshit Reality [no sugar coat]

I’m sorry guys, but I was faking it. Hear me out though! Telling a guy he’s not as good as he thinks he is can really bruise the ego. I may talk stern and seem like I don’t care but the fact of the matter is: I can’t bring myself to be honest with males […]

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Past tense*

It’s hard to let go of something you wanted so bad,Just another lesson learned, but it still makes me sad.Heart cold like winter nights,Love lost like summer days,Reminiscing on us as a bitxh in a daze.What could have been will never be now,Smiles slowly rest into frowns,If only things were different,If only we were different,But […]

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She says she loves me

She says she loves me, She says she loves me, so she clings to me even when I want to be left aloneBut she’s beautiful Like sometimes when I have things on my mind she’s the perfect person to listenAnd she only gives advice, she says when I give her a cue.She says she loves […]

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Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly […]

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A Pimp named Rachel. [SHORT STORY]

Ima pimp by blood not re-la-tion.. Jay-z True… True… You right Jigga man! That’s exactly what she is; shoot her whole family. Each family member had their own form of pimp tendencies: Her dad was a disgraceful pimp, couldn’t keep the ladies at bay. Her mom is not a pimp, she’s just a lovely Christian […]

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TWO PHONES! [SHORT STORY]

Microphone check one – two, do I have some news for you. Let’s get back into the groove of this blog by hitting you with another post based on facts. ✨ I get a bad rep for my past characteristics but y’all need to stop acting like you didn’t have a role to play. Growing […]

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Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve figured it out…. it’s me . I am the reason I can’t find someone, I am the reason I keep losing friends, I am the reason my mental health is declining, I am the reason my physical health is declining. It’s my fault. My fault for thinking I can find someone as loving as […]

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