Realization

Some wake up calls come from the sudden realization that the way you are living is not how you should. It’s like you finally get some clarity on a situation you are in and now it’s all about taking the right steps to get out of it. As much as she wanted love, she actually […]

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The art of your spirit.

Spiritually. In all walks of life, give thanks for the journey. Although the battle might be a long and tedious one, in the name of the father: may we win the war! No matter who you may or may not believe, thank the heavens for your life and the lives of your loved ones. We […]

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Dear Diary

I have a gift and a curse: my gift is I can see where the situationship is going to go with men wayyy ahead of time but my curse is I also still give them the benefit of the doubt. How fun. Like yeah…. lemme see if you’re worth it even though I already know […]

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Bullshit Reality [no sugar coat]

I’m sorry guys, but I was faking it. Hear me out though! Telling a guy he’s not as good as he thinks he is can really bruise the ego. I may talk stern and seem like I don’t care but the fact of the matter is: I can’t bring myself to be honest with males […]

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A Pimp named Rachel. [SHORT STORY]

Ima pimp by blood not re-la-tion.. Jay-z True… True… You right Jigga man! That’s exactly what she is; shoot her whole family. Each family member had their own form of pimp tendencies: Her dad was a disgraceful pimp, couldn’t keep the ladies at bay. Her mom is not a pimp, she’s just a lovely Christian […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, […]

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TWO PHONES! [SHORT STORY]

Microphone check one – two, do I have some news for you. Let’s get back into the groove of this blog by hitting you with another post based on facts. ✨ I get a bad rep for my past characteristics but y’all need to stop acting like you didn’t have a role to play. Growing […]

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Herb.

Inhale. Summer right before ninth grade is when it started. I used to be the kid who would tell everyone all the negative things about smoking weed. How ungodly it is. The effects to your body and mind. Basically any information I could use to turn people away from smoking weed because that’s all I […]

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Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve figured it out…. it’s me . I am the reason I can’t find someone, I am the reason I keep losing friends, I am the reason my mental health is declining, I am the reason my physical health is declining. It’s my fault. My fault for thinking I can find someone as loving as […]

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Stay Sharp

Grand Rising Folks! It’s a new week of opportunity, so let’s seize them! As we look around the world shit is crazy right now. A lot of people are losing hope, causing problems, trying their best, and making the right steps towards their future. Ford has on us restrictions again: only thing is it’s worst […]

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Dear Diary

Change is in the air and it smells like bull crap. Now don’t get a girl wrong, change can be a beautiful thing: it shows growth and understanding, but is it bad for me to say it’s too late? Like you had a chance to truly change the outcome of your actions but didn’t care, […]

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Dear Diary

Mixed emotions. I still believe in love but I’ve given up on the pursuit. The wasted time and shameful disregard for anyone else’s feelings is something I can’t continue with. Yes I talk big and I can easily skip all the lovey-dicey shit and simple get some sexual attention or make men pay for my […]

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Careless: Hurdle Completed.

It’s crazy because it took me so long to get to a place where I’m just mainly focused on me and my family. I just lost all the cares for anything or anyone else to be truly honest. I’ve always been the one to allow the nonsense because my heart is so big but I […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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