Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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Last Sunday of the year!

Good morning folks! I hope you had a wonderful and safe weekend. I don’t celebrate these holidays but Happy Holidays to everyone around the world. I hope you guys got what you wanted as gift and enjoyed the company of loved ones. If you didn’t get to see family, I pray you see them soon […]

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To my experiences

This post is shout out to all my experiences; I call the people I interacted on an intimately level “experiences” because I don’t have exs. Besides the guy I touched on before in the story about “puppy love,” no one can claim me as an ex. You were not around long enough or just weren’t […]

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Happy Birthday

Today is a day of past bitter remembrance. Happy Birthday Dad. It’s been just over a year since you’ve been gone and there has been a lot to ponder. The emotions I have towards what happened, wasn’t the same as others. The hidden resentment was partly to blame for my lack of grieving; I just […]

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No Cap! Opposite Sex

My experience with the opposite sex was a different type of playing field, like playing in a minefield. You never truly know what you’re going to get because females are way more emotional than men. My first interaction was not my choosing, my baby sitter was the first girl to ever “hit” on me. I […]

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Dear Diary

5:30AM The way I have to give myself a pep talk to get up and come into work. When you’re mentally drained, every day becomes a mission. Like be nice becca, don’t cuss no one off…. don’t yell… try to smile… try and be happy. You say all that to yourself but yet you wake […]

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Switch Up!

3 months left to switch shit up! That self doubting energy is DEAD. Time to get up and get what you want; everything we never had as kids! Screw everyone telling you can’t do it or you’ll never be worth it. You got that star quality! Unlock it and #Changethedynamic. People gon talk all the […]

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Bullshit Reality (Free Preview)

I’m sorry guys, but I was faking it. Hear me out though! Telling a guy he’s not as good as he thinks he is can really bruise the ego. I may talk stern and seem like I don’t care but the fact of the matter is: I can’t bring myself to be honest with males […]

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Happy Sabbath!

Good afternoon and happy sabbath to my fellow Seventh-Day Adventist. As the day moves forward, remember: in all things give thanks. What is the sabbath? It’s a day where we christians fellowship together in praises and sermons about God. We believe Saturday is the holy day and we disassociate ourselves from every day life on […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, “fuck it.” I’ve […]

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