The Full Truth

Rip the band-aid off, I was a catfish and I’ve been cat-fished. The Catfish. I’ve used someone else’s picture to holla at men. ONE THOUSAND PERCENT. It profited me very well because it gave me a sugar daddy that for a while was paying for any and everything I needed. For example: my champagne birthday […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, […]

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TWO PHONES! [SHORT STORY]

Microphone check one – two, do I have some news for you. Let’s get back into the groove of this blog by hitting you with another post based on facts. ✨ I get a bad rep for my past characteristics but y’all need to stop acting like you didn’t have a role to play. Growing […]

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A Half Lie

Is this love? A Half-lying story If you guys haven’t already heard, I grew up in a strict christian home. Church EVERY Saturday. For those wondering why Saturday, it’s because I’m SDA aka. Seventh-Day Adventist. We believe in God and worship on Saturdays. Isn’t it obvious my first love would be a little christian boy? […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve figured it out…. it’s me . I am the reason I can’t find someone, I am the reason I keep losing friends, I am the reason my mental health is declining, I am the reason my physical health is declining. It’s my fault. My fault for thinking I can find someone as loving as […]

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dear diary

I’ve done it again, developed feelings for another unavailable guy. Shameful. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I am needy or am I just going about this the wrong way? You have hope in certain things happening in your life but yet WHO TOLD YOU IT WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO? Just because you start […]

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STONED BLOWS!!

Great night everyone! Just writing a quick post to let all you lovely people know that Episode 3: The “Talking Stage” is now out on all my platforms. You can click on the “Stoned Blows” page on this website, Click the link below to my main podcast website to listen there, or find the other […]

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Focus: New week.

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new week. Remember that all the time and effort you put into now will determine what your life will look like 3-5 years from now, so take the action now. I’ve changed the rules to 90/20: work for 90 minutes on bettering your life then instead of taking […]

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IT’S OFFICIAL!

This has truly been a long time coming and I’m glad it’s finally here. I’ve been trying to push this out for a while now but got so caught up in life and its issues that I truly didn’t think this day would come. I just want to thank everyone who’s been supportive so far […]

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Meditate AND Evaluate

Let’s pause for a second and ponder how far we’ve come. Technology has grown vastly and science seems to be presenting a new topic weekly: that’s the science geek in me coming out. Can you imagine what the world will look like in the future: if there is still going to be a “world.” The […]

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The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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First of the Month

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month! No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences […]

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Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Good morning everyone, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Reflecting on 2020: it’s been a trying year; alongside dealing with the pandemic: I also learned a lot of about myself and my surroundings. Some things that took place this year were completely out of my control, while the things I could control, I didn’t control well. This year […]

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