Meditate AND Evaluate

Let’s pause for a second and ponder how far we’ve come. Technology has grown vastly and science seems to be presenting a new topic weekly: that’s the science geek in me coming out. Can you imagine what the world will look like in the future: if there is still going to be a “world.” The […]

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The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve been lying to everyone around me about how I’m truly feeling. There’s no clear way of saying “leave me thee fuck alone” without causing problems. Always talking about being mentally drained and now you physically drained. Only reason you actually get out of bed is because there is money to be made; forget socializing. […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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HUSTLING WEEK

Good morning world! It’s a new week: a hustling week. I don’t know about you guys but February has been beating my ass up: like it’s been one trying month. I’ve had moments when I just wanted to give up on this life, moments when I don’t want to be around anyone, and moments when […]

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Dear Diary

Forgive me. forgive me for wanting more Forgive me for forgetting Forgive me for trying to love someone Forgive me for leaving the church Forgive me for believing you were my friend Forgive me for being so blind Forgive me for the useless money spending Forgive me for yelling Forgive me for swearing Forgive for […]

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Dear Diary

When you don’t get what you want bee you turned into an arse! Why don’t you speak up more or stop letting people get what THEY want? Then because of that you slowly take your frustration out on everything… What good is that getting you? How is that going to make you rich and more […]

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Without Feelings..

I look around to see the mix of hopelessness and hopefulness in the world. I see people pushing through the day even while in the midst of turmoil. I see the many displays of character on social media. I see the changes in the air as we dive deeper into the winter season. I see […]

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Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… […]

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Last Sunday of the year!

Good morning folks! I hope you had a wonderful and safe weekend. I don’t celebrate these holidays but Happy Holidays to everyone around the world. I hope you guys got what you wanted as gift and enjoyed the company of loved ones. If you didn’t get to see family, I pray you see them soon […]

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