Its a new day!

I just want to start by saying: thank you for another Sabbath day. It’s been an up and down week but nonetheless, I am grateful for life. Every day is a struggle when you’ve based your life around people and their opinions; free your mind. Give thanks for the fact that the eyes of your […]

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no condemination

One of my favorite gospel songs is “We fall down” by Donnie McClurkin; I’d say about 98% of the time when I hear that song play I tear up. I don’t know if its because of what’s going on in my life at the time or because the song gives me hope. Regardless it means […]

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Dear Diary

I just don’t care anymore. It’s crazy how I’m constantly viewed as the bad guy but no one ever stops to see just how nice I am. I’ve let you guys talk down to me and fuck me over countless times but yet still don’t treat anyone as bad as they treat me. Now I […]

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FORWARD THINKING

Enough. It’s time that we understood that the feeling we hold towards life needs to change. Life is complicated: some days will have you feeling that you have everything figured out and then some days you want to give up. I get it, I’ve been there; I’m still there but there’s always a light at […]

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DILEMMA

So I’ve broken the seal and put myself out there but no luck. This is not how I expected that life would go after losing my virginity. I thought well now I can actually mingle with guys without them running away from the start because they found out I’m a virgin. EHHH WRONG! That’s clearly […]

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Mood: sunday

Happy Sunday everyone! I don’t know about you guys but it’s been a trying week for me: nothing but downs all week. Nonetheless we are going to push forward into this new week with more hopefulness. Whatever it is that you are dealing with at this moment in time, just know that things can get […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve made a big decision a couple days ago that may change how the rest of year goes. I’ve been putting it off and also contemplating if I should go through with it… Lately I’ve been back and forth with a few people about how I’ve been treating them and quite frankly I understand. I […]

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Dear Diary

My mind is drawing blanks or there’s too much on my mind to process things. Mondays. Everyone hates Mondays because it signifies going back to reality. All the excitement of the weekend has faded away as you go throughout the week anxiously waiting for Friday to come so you can sink back into the rabbit […]

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Happy Sabbath!

Good afternoon and happy sabbath to my fellow Seventh-Day Adventist. As the day moves forward, remember: in all things give thanks. What is the sabbath? It’s a day where we christians fellowship together in praises and sermons about God. We believe Saturday is the holy day and we disassociate ourselves from every day life on […]

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Perspective

People always have their own views on who you are. I don’t know about anyone else but 8x out of 10 they are wrong about me. It’s tiring to try and explain where you are coming from simply because people see how you always react to a situation; never knowing that 9x out of 10 […]

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