ULTERIOR MOTIVE [SHORT STORY]

Enjoy the show folks. Let’s go back again to the year 2019: a wild, frustrating, but somewhat lovely year it was for her. During a night of partying they came up with new names for whenever they were out on the town: Rachel and Samantha. A dynamic duo that was causing a storm in the […]

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Dear Diary

i am through with arguing with people, there’s no point. Constantly having to stand up for your respect is not only tiring but also annoying. i trust no one now. time after time you realize that if they don’t have your best interest now, they won’t in the future. Some will even fake rock with […]

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Dear Diary

I keep getting myself into the same situations. I try to separate myself from the misuse of others but I am too caring and also too naive. I know I’m being used, so why do I continue? I know they couldn’t careless about me so why do I entertain them? Why is it so hard […]

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Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve figured it out…. it’s me . I am the reason I can’t find someone, I am the reason I keep losing friends, I am the reason my mental health is declining, I am the reason my physical health is declining. It’s my fault. My fault for thinking I can find someone as loving as […]

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Dear Melly

You know what I miss the most? Your laugh. Loud and infectious! I thought I was extra when I would laugh but you beat me, yours could be heard all the way in Africa lol. It’s been what… 5 years now. There’s always something that reminds me of you as the years go by. It’s […]

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The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Dear Diary

It’s like every week I’m learning a new lesson. This weeks lesson: keep it to yourself. I mean everything!!! Your feelings, thoughts, emotions, goals, dreams, love, trust, respect, money, compassion, consideration, joy, energy, opinions, EVERYTHING! It doesn’t matter who you are or what you stand for to people if they don’t care then there’s no […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Good morning everyone, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Reflecting on 2020: it’s been a trying year; alongside dealing with the pandemic: I also learned a lot of about myself and my surroundings. Some things that took place this year were completely out of my control, while the things I could control, I didn’t control well. This year […]

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dear diary

So I’ve been experiencing some fuckery lately with people feeling some time of way about me. My thoughts on that is: sounds like a personal problem. IDGAF. Now, I’m not trying to be mean, even though it sounds that way but my whole thing is how can you know there is a problem when no […]

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Sleep with one eye open!

Things happen in life that are out of your control but at the same time it’s still a shame. I wish these females all the best in life because regardless of what was done, they are just humans who mess up sometimes. I just know that in order to move my life in the direction […]

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Dear Diary

October, 10, 2020 [12:15am] I can’t sleep because all I can think about is all the things I didn’t say. All the times I should have told people to go fuck themselves and the times I should have cut ties with certain people. I’m also lying awake thinking about my friend Melly aka Melissa. One […]

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