Dear Diary

I’ve reached a new low that I am not trying to stay at any longer…. I’ve tried with life but nothing but misery seems to company it so I am keeping to myself now. My excitement for my birthday has died down… my thrill for a new chapter in my life is almost nonexistent but […]

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RAIN GO AWAY!

Grand rising folks, as usual I’m going to start this by saying how thankful I am for the lives of all of us who made it to see another Sunday. Sleep in peace to those who didn’t make it this far, you will not be forgotten. It’s been a very hectic past week for me, […]

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Dear Diary

Lying in a bed in pain with tears in her eyes because she’s tired. Tired of everything. She rather spend her days and nights alone than deal with another human being. Just when she speaks of a change, life hits her with a blow she wasn’t prepared for. How could she be so stupid? So […]

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Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly […]

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VICTIM

used, abused, and misused I’m a victim of the blues, my life seems to be in ruins, and I’m left with no clues. Kiss goodbye the old me, welcome the new, it’s hard in these streets, in case you never knew. So tired of the games, fake love and the lames, you fight for what’s […]

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A Pimp named Rachel. [SHORT STORY]

Ima pimp by blood not re-la-tion.. Jay-z True… True… You right Jigga man! That’s exactly what she is; shoot her whole family. Each family member had their own form of pimp tendencies: Her dad was a disgraceful pimp, couldn’t keep the ladies at bay. Her mom is not a pimp, she’s just a lovely Christian […]

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Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead […]

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Dear Diary

11:58pm. I’m tired, zoning in and out, moody, and cold… I just want to get home. Cruising like I couldn’t careless; I usually speed… but today I’m doing the exact same number that speed limit sign says: 60. Car on cruise so I don’t have to keep my foot on the pedal… I’m still zoning […]

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IT’S OFFICIAL!

This has truly been a long time coming and I’m glad it’s finally here. I’ve been trying to push this out for a while now but got so caught up in life and its issues that I truly didn’t think this day would come. I just want to thank everyone who’s been supportive so far […]

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Dear Melly

You know what I miss the most? Your laugh. Loud and infectious! I thought I was extra when I would laugh but you beat me, yours could be heard all the way in Africa lol. It’s been what… 5 years now. There’s always something that reminds me of you as the years go by. It’s […]

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Dear Diary

It’s like every week I’m learning a new lesson. This weeks lesson: keep it to yourself. I mean everything!!! Your feelings, thoughts, emotions, goals, dreams, love, trust, respect, money, compassion, consideration, joy, energy, opinions, EVERYTHING! It doesn’t matter who you are or what you stand for to people if they don’t care then there’s no […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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Dear Diary

Forgive me. forgive me for wanting more Forgive me for forgetting Forgive me for trying to love someone Forgive me for leaving the church Forgive me for believing you were my friend Forgive me for being so blind Forgive me for the useless money spending Forgive me for yelling Forgive me for swearing Forgive for […]

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First of the Month

Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month! No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences […]

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last nights drunken thoughts

I’d like to start this post off by saying that I have found a new artist who sings for me: Mariah the scientist. So I’m intoxicated and in my feelings. Don’t you just want to kill the memories you had of dumb partners? Wash away the dirt these people left on your body and burn […]

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