Death to a feeling

For 15 years I set out on a mission to find a love that would be mine. I searched high and LOW for someone I could call my own. Zero luck. I’m writing this as someone who’s never had a boyfriend. To be honest, I’m not exactly sure why this is; I understand I was […]

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Dear Diary

11:58pm. I’m tired, zoning in and out, moody, and cold… I just want to get home. Cruising like I couldn’t careless; I usually speed… but today I’m doing the exact same number that speed limit sign says: 60. Car on cruise so I don’t have to keep my foot on the pedal… I’m still zoning […]

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Dear Melly

You know what I miss the most? Your laugh. Loud and infectious! I thought I was extra when I would laugh but you beat me, yours could be heard all the way in Africa lol. It’s been what… 5 years now. There’s always something that reminds me of you as the years go by. It’s […]

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The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Happy Birthday

Today is a day of past bitter remembrance. Happy Birthday Dad. It’s been just over a year since you’ve been gone and there has been a lot to ponder. The emotions I have towards what happened, wasn’t the same as others. The hidden resentment was partly to blame for my lack of grieving; I just […]

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