Saturday Outlook

Good Morning and Happy Sabbath to all my fellow Seventh-day Adventist. It’s been a whirlwind type of week but we must try to remain focused and positive. I just want to thank the heavens for allowing us all to see another day, I also want to thank them for the lives of those who have […]

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Dear Diary

Waking up looking at the time and asking myself is today the day I quit. Is today the day I disappear? Is today the day where life takes a turn for the better? Is today the day I meet the love of my life? Is today the day a random check for a million dollars […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve reached a new low that I am not trying to stay at any longer…. I’ve tried with life but nothing but misery seems to company it so I am keeping to myself now. My excitement for my birthday has died down… my thrill for a new chapter in my life is almost nonexistent but […]

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Dear Diary

i am through with arguing with people, there’s no point. Constantly having to stand up for your respect is not only tiring but also annoying. i trust no one now. time after time you realize that if they don’t have your best interest now, they won’t in the future. Some will even fake rock with […]

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Mental Freedom

Free. Free from mental bondage brought on by how I felt about certain people. I can now say that I am over feeling down about the way people have treated me. I wish nothing but the best for the males who took me for granted and the females who couldn’t be who they say they […]

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Dear Diary

The most important thing is to be happy in the skin you are in… so easily discouraged by the pace of my life: I need to cut that out. It’s one thing to sit and talk about changing yourself for the better, you actually have to do the work. Life isn’t easy but it is […]

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Truth be told.

I know sometimes the way I talk is a problem; dealing with constant stupid shit, eventually you stop caring. You stop holding regard for other people’s feelings because you’re tired. Tired of the ill-treatment, the abuse, the disrespect, and the politics. Do you think I act the way I do for no reason? There’s always […]

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Thankful for another!

Grand rising folks, we’ve made it another week. I am truly thankful that my eyes were open this morning and I want to also thank the heavens for opening the eyes of everyone else who made it also. With that being said, sleep in peace to those who didn’t make it to see today. You […]

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CONFESSIONS

Tired is an understatement, you give your all to everything that is you and still somehow fall short. How is this even possible? Is good not good enough? I have to be this excellent person. I have to be the type of person who doesn’t care and continues to bend over backwards for others. I […]

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Dear Diary

I keep saying to myself : apply yourself to supply your wealth, the only limitations you’ll ever have is those you place upon yourself. Like forreal…. you gotta get up and get it! That’s the only way your pockets are going to expand exactly like GLC said on Kendrick Lamar’s song “Poe mans dream.” It’s […]

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Past tense*

It’s hard to let go of something you wanted so bad,Just another lesson learned, but it still makes me sad.Heart cold like winter nights,Love lost like summer days,Reminiscing on us as a bitxh in a daze.What could have been will never be now,Smiles slowly rest into frowns,If only things were different,If only we were different,But […]

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Dear Diary

I keep getting myself into the same situations. I try to separate myself from the misuse of others but I am too caring and also too naive. I know I’m being used, so why do I continue? I know they couldn’t careless about me so why do I entertain them? Why is it so hard […]

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Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly […]

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Who am i?

I’m just trying to figure out who I am, living life day by day, always finding myself in a jam. Who am I? What should I do? I keep asking these questions, but I have no clue. Restless and ready to give up, cheers, as I pour more into my cup. Woe is me, woe […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, […]

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