CONFESSIONS

Tired is an understatement, you give your all to everything that is you and still somehow fall short. How is this even possible? Is good not good enough? I have to be this excellent person. I have to be the type of person who doesn’t care and continues to bend over backwards for others. I […]

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200!

We’ve made it to 200 follows! Thank you for all the support and love! It’s been a challenging road but I am truly thankful for you all sticking with me during this! More content coming soon: videos and more podcasts. I hope everyone has a safe and relaxing weekend! Stay safe, stay focused, and stay […]

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Dear Diary

I keep saying to myself : apply yourself to supply your wealth, the only limitations you’ll ever have is those you place upon yourself. Like forreal…. you gotta get up and get it! That’s the only way your pockets are going to expand exactly like GLC said on Kendrick Lamar’s song “Poe mans dream.” It’s […]

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Past tense*

It’s hard to let go of something you wanted so bad,Just another lesson learned, but it still makes me sad.Heart cold like winter nights,Love lost like summer days,Reminiscing on us as a bitxh in a daze.What could have been will never be now,Smiles slowly rest into frowns,If only things were different,If only we were different,But […]

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She says she loves me

She says she loves me, She says she loves me, so she clings to me even when I want to be left aloneBut she’s beautiful Like sometimes when I have things on my mind she’s the perfect person to listenAnd she only gives advice, she says when I give her a cue.She says she loves […]

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Dear Diary

I keep getting myself into the same situations. I try to separate myself from the misuse of others but I am too caring and also too naive. I know I’m being used, so why do I continue? I know they couldn’t careless about me so why do I entertain them? Why is it so hard […]

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Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly […]

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VICTIM

used, abused, and misused I’m a victim of the blues, my life seems to be in ruins, and I’m left with no clues. Kiss goodbye the old me, welcome the new, it’s hard in these streets, in case you never knew. So tired of the games, fake love and the lames, you fight for what’s […]

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Who am i?

I’m just trying to figure out who I am, living life day by day, always finding myself in a jam. Who am I? What should I do? I keep asking these questions, but I have no clue. Restless and ready to give up, cheers, as I pour more into my cup. Woe is me, woe […]

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A Pimp named Rachel. [SHORT STORY]

Ima pimp by blood not re-la-tion.. Jay-z True… True… You right Jigga man! That’s exactly what she is; shoot her whole family. Each family member had their own form of pimp tendencies: Her dad was a disgraceful pimp, couldn’t keep the ladies at bay. Her mom is not a pimp, she’s just a lovely Christian […]

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The Full Truth

Rip the band-aid off, I was a catfish and I’ve been cat-fished. The Catfish. I’ve used someone else’s picture to holla at men. ONE THOUSAND PERCENT. It profited me very well because it gave me a sugar daddy that for a while was paying for any and everything I needed. For example: my champagne birthday […]

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Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, […]

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TWO PHONES! [SHORT STORY]

Microphone check one – two, do I have some news for you. Let’s get back into the groove of this blog by hitting you with another post based on facts. ✨ I get a bad rep for my past characteristics but y’all need to stop acting like you didn’t have a role to play. Growing […]

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RUN IT BACK

Another day, another hurdle. It’s hump day folks. Run that shit, run it back. They got game and they always wanna play. So do you. The game is called life though for you. Forget how human beings maybe acting towards you and remember that there are a lot of two player games in this world, […]

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Herb.

Inhale. Summer right before ninth grade is when it started. I used to be the kid who would tell everyone all the negative things about smoking weed. How ungodly it is. The effects to your body and mind. Basically any information I could use to turn people away from smoking weed because that’s all I […]

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