The Bad Guy…

so what are you going to say at my funeral now that you’ve killed me? … Here lies the body of a loud, rambunctious yet kind-hearted woman who wouldn’t treat me the way I treated her…Here lies the woman who always gave people the benefit of the doubt even when her gut told her they […]

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Dear Diary

It’s the ones you’ve known the longest that can create the deepest wounds. I guess I’m the bad guy even though I was the one who was wronged… is it wrong to confided in someone you think is there for you? Maybe it’s just wrong to assume that people actually rock with you. You’d be […]

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Dear Diary

It’s like every week I’m learning a new lesson. This weeks lesson: keep it to yourself. I mean everything!!! Your feelings, thoughts, emotions, goals, dreams, love, trust, respect, money, compassion, consideration, joy, energy, opinions, EVERYTHING! It doesn’t matter who you are or what you stand for to people if they don’t care then there’s no […]

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Dear Diary

I’ve been lying to everyone around me about how I’m truly feeling. There’s no clear way of saying “leave me thee fuck alone” without causing problems. Always talking about being mentally drained and now you physically drained. Only reason you actually get out of bed is because there is money to be made; forget socializing. […]

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Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you […]

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Podcast preview!

More surprises! I got a little preview for you guys of my “Stoned Blows” podcast. Just a little rant in life lessons while I was high, tipsy, home alone, and bored lol. Roll up or grab a drink and check out the preview on my stoned blows page. Of if you’re lazy like me, click […]

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HUSTLING WEEK

Good morning world! It’s a new week: a hustling week. I don’t know about you guys but February has been beating my ass up: like it’s been one trying month. I’ve had moments when I just wanted to give up on this life, moments when I don’t want to be around anyone, and moments when […]

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Millionaire.

Status? On the way. This isn’t a goal for personal gain, it’s way deeper than that. This is what is deserved. When you can look around at where you’ve came and where you want to go, your mindset changes drastically. This isn’t just about me: I got people to feed. We hungry! Aren’t you? All […]

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Dear Diary

Forgive me. forgive me for wanting more Forgive me for forgetting Forgive me for trying to love someone Forgive me for leaving the church Forgive me for believing you were my friend Forgive me for being so blind Forgive me for the useless money spending Forgive me for yelling Forgive me for swearing Forgive for […]

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Nankurunaisa

It all will work out. Powerful. Just when you seem to think all hope is lost, a blessing comes. Just when you’re about to give up, there’s a change in the air. Ready to throw in the towel but still have energy for one more fight. Powerful. To be hopeful in such a bleak world […]

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