Grand rising folks, as usual I’m going to start this by saying how thankful I am for the lives of all of us who made it to see another Sunday.
Sleep in peace to those who didn’t make it this far, you will not be forgotten. It’s been a very hectic past week for me, I don’t know about you guys but I was hanging by a thread mentally. Rest in peace to the 215 children that were recently discovered in Canada: it’s so disgusting to hear these news about how people are being treated by that administration. The government has some serious explaining to do because I won’t be forgetting about those kids, as young as 3 years old; ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING! I’ve been away this week from posting because to be honest my head wasn’t really in the right space. Attempting to fight the depression down, I distance myself from a lot of things and people this past week. I have even temporarily shut down my social medias to kind of get my mind back to a better place. My birthday is around the corner and as usual things never go the way I want it to, there’s always some type of problem with the people I ended up inviting. Frustrated with my lifestyle, my love life, my friendships, my workplace, and just life in general: my will to do things has dropped. Even with all that being said, I am still going to push through. This week I want us to all PUSH THROUGH. Push through the tears, the hurt, the pain, and confusion; push through the disappointment, the frustration, the anger; push through the depression, the tiredness, the slow movement of life and just do your best. The world is already taking a nose dive, do we all have to fall with it? I know there a tough days, I am living in them currently but I refuse to completely give up. You can be tired but never finished. Remember what your goals are, remember what the mission is, and remember who the hell you are! You were fearfully and wonderfully made, the chance of your birth are one in millions so be grateful regardless of your situation: even if the only thing you are grateful for is the fact that you are still breathing. I pray for mental stability for anyone reading or for anyone who needs it. The mind is your most powerful and damning tool, use it wisely.
It’s a new week, let’s change the dynamic of our lives and try to strive for a better week. Continue to believe in yourself. ✨