Mixed emotions. I still believe in love but I’ve given up on the pursuit. The wasted time and shameful disregard for anyone else’s feelings is something I can’t continue with. Yes I talk big and I can easily skip all the lovey-dicey shit and simple get some sexual attention or make men pay for my expenses but I only getting older and wanted more. Now if it’s not touching bigger amounts of money, then I don’t care for it. I’ve lost a few people this year… not just from death but life in general. it’s changed my viewpoints completely…. just remember the girl you get now is someone who is fed up and focused. I tried to warn you… I tried to love you… I tried to be your friend… I tried to keep my feelings aside… but the trying is done. Introducing: JACK! My new persona.

[Jack signed out]