Grand rising ladies and gentlemen, it’s a new month!
No one ever said the road would be an easy road, you just have to always take the high road. The negative outlook on life will only hold you back from your full star potential, something we ALL possess. If I’ve learned anything from my experiences , it would be that the energy you give out doesn’t always come back in the same form. With that being said, it doesn’t mean you change who you are because of the people who hurt or doubt you. When your intentions are pure, the universe takes notice and even if you don’t see it right away, you are blessed.
Change is coming! I no longer view people in the same light. I no longer care for the basics. I’m slowly losing my interest in love, I still want a child though. I no longer hold back my thoughts and feelings because it’s time for my voice to be heard. It’s time YOUR voice was heard also, hiding behind the idea that no one cares: MAKE THEM! Start demanding more, especially if you are giving more. The more time you spent suppressing yourself, the more time people have to use you. I’m may sound repetitive but, change starts from within. In order to get results, SOMETHING needs to be solved.
Life has drastically changed due to this pandemic. Rest In Peace to a very important person in my life once upon a time. I know we haven’t seen each other in a few years but regardless she was such a great woman. COVID may have claimed her life but during her time with us she made sure to use her nursing degree the right way. Stepped into the battle field selfless and died a hero in my eyes. She helped a lot of people even though she could have backed out; being a nurse/doctor during this pandemic is probably one of the scariest things. This is a lesson in selflessness and compassion, something I wish more people had. Remember that the world doesn’t just revolve around you… there are BILLIONS of us. The lack of consideration for others is exactly why this world is going to shit. We all wanna one up each other rather than build each other up. Selling ourselves short for gain, dropping our morals for the fake idea of love, and pushing forward with friendships that are mentally draining. When is enough, enough?
My thoughts goes out to everyone who’s struggling right now: financially, mentally, or physically. May the heavens place a gentle hand on your mind, body, and soul. Too many people are committing suicide or taking drugs to numb the pain. Abused victims stuck in a house with no where to go because everything is closed and they are too afraid to talk up. I feel you young woman and I see you young man…. you are not alone. My mind wanders into the worst areas when I’m all alone but you keep fighting them back. One day soon we will find a peace that stretches beyond our imagination and FINALLY be happy.
Just wait and pray on it. 🙏🏿💖💫
Stay safe and stay sane.