Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too!

Nah… that’s not me, sadly. You constantly give people the benefit of the doubt and they continuously show you that they aren’t any different from what you already thought they were. Trust your gut. We all know the golden rule: treat people the way you want to be treated. So what happens when people just treat people like assholes? Shouldn’t I treat them the same way? I mean screw them right? As tough as I sound, it’s easier said than done. There isn’t a situation that goes by where I am treated unfairly and I don’t want revenge; but in the same instant I choose to leave it alone and let karma deal with it.

I don’t ask for much… I just want real love and support: whether it’s from family, friends or my significant other. I just want; for once, people to show the kind of love I do. Am I asking for too much?

[Bee signed out]

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2 thoughts on “Dear Diary

  1. This speaks to me. I feel the same fuckin way but what would happen if I just really stopped giving a fuck and started handing out the same shitty cards I’m always dealt? Well that wouldn’t go well for anyone actually and everyone would hate my fuckin guts to be quite honest.

    I can’t say, stay positive, turn the other cheek.. because fuck that and fuck them. All I can say is, don’t let them steal your fuckin light. Your kind soul. You’re allowed to say fuck it for a moment but you’ll always be you. True.

    The worlds filled with shitty people. Fuck em.

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