Dear Diary

Boy have I come a long way.

My main goal for this year was to get a car and the moment has arrived. I am a driver now. Although the process got rushed because of my job moving locations, I am thankful that I accomplished something big this year. I’m excited and nervous to truly start driving but all the hard work and effort I put into to making this happen has me ready to experience life. To all the people who also helped me get here, THANK YOU! From the bottom of my heart, thank you because I couldn’t have done it without those people’s help. I’m currently feeling the strain of being a new car owner because I am SOOOOOOO DOWN right now. Like my bank account is screaming at me like ” b**** you eating sleep for dinner huh?” I keep saying to myself: ” you gotta spend money, to make money,” and it’s the realest pep talk I’ve ever had with myself. I worry about if my websites are going to take off the way I want, I worry about if I’ll be able to keep up with all these payments, and I’ve been asking myself if this is truly what I want to be doing with my life? I want to reach higher in my job, I want this website to be successful, and I want to own more properties. I’ve truly never been this determined for hard work and the rewards it will reap. Knocking having a car off the list has been a huge weight off my shoulder because it opens doors for me to make more money. Thank you Lord for these blessings you’ve laid on me and my loved ones, they do not go unnoticed. I pray all my readers receive blessings of their own and remember to give thanks.

[Bee signed out]

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