I need a change. I’ve never been more determined to fix my life other than right now. I’ve always been the talker: I wanna do this, I wanna get that, fly there, make that but yet nothing. Almost 30 and I haven’t even been to college/university. I had big plans though, shit i still do I wanna be a damn scientist… I am a true science geek, everything about it is magical. Instead I go to my warehouse job and come home to burn trees and write on this laptop; wake up and do it all over again until the weekend. Which most times I’m still working because I want that overtime pay; yah girl wants OUT! I want out of this house…. this city…. some of these friendships… bruh I want out of this province to be honest… Ontario is TIYADDDDDD! YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH! I know my problems gon follow me or moving isn’t going to make it better but I still want to go! Fresh air and beautiful scenery is how I’ve always envisioned my life. Tired of being angry all the damn time because males are stupid, females who claim to be your friend are useless, I’m not where I want to be, my family struggling… like fuck all that. I’M GRABBING THE UNIVERSE BY THE BALLS AND SQUEEZING!!! Listen HOE! Fix the hell up right now and lets get this life moving in a better direction. I’m ready… I’m over it… I’M READY you hear me? cha.
[Bee signed out]